Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Picture Day

I don't think I've ever posted a picture of one of my children on this blog, but I like this picture so much, and I've written so much about Jack lately, that I thought I'd go ahead. Here's me and Jack earlier this week after an award ceremony:

Isn't he cute? This picture made me realize I don't have many pictures of me and the boys. Lots of pictures of the boys together, but I think this is the first one of just me and Jack since Jack was three.

You know what I like about this picture? I like that I like it. I think it's a nice picture of Jack, naturally, but I think it's a nice picture of me, too. Which is good progress. Because while I would like to lose twenty pounds (with the specific goal of losing ten pounds this year), and I can look at this picture and see that, yes, it's true, I really could use to lose weight, it's not something I'm making up, I don't cringe with embarrassment.

Not too long ago I would have, but I'm trying to reform. I think I've spent a lot of my life being hard on myself when I should have been gentle and vice versa. I have not been kind to myself about my looks. Well, if you've struggled with your weight all your life as I have, you know the story. But as I approach fifty, I'm trying to talk to myself in a nicer tone of voice. I take myself out for walks and to the gym, not to lose weight, but to stay healthy. I eat less sugar because I feel so much better when I do.

I've lost about six pounds this year without dieting, mostly by cutting back on sugar and being mindful about my eating. Some days I still overeat because I'm tired or stressed out, but I'm getting better about paying attention to what my body says about what I feed it.

But enough about me! Take a look at Jack. He's so tall now! And he had a good time at the dance, though he only stayed about an hour and a half. He claims to have actually danced. He wanted to take a book with him, but I wouldn't let him. When I dropped him off at school Friday evening, his advisory group was gathering to go out to dinner, and the girls were all dressed up. I said, "Jack, the nicest thing you could do right now is be present for those girls. This means a lot to them, and it would be nice to show them that you care by talking to them instead of reading." And he put his book down on the seat and got out of the car.

Oh, there's hope for him yet!

5 comments:

Angela said...

Well done Jack for the award.

And well done you, Frances, for bringing up such a pleasant young man!

blessings

ps and well done for weight loss too

Pom Pom said...

YOU are cute as cute can be, fine Frances. I already knew what you look like from website photos and I always love your hair.
Jack looks adorable and everything we read about him makes me like him very much.

wayside wanderer said...

Oh, what a great picture. You are very pretty and Jack handsome. What a great moment when he left that book behind.

Tracy said...

You know what I love about that picture? I love that I can see your sense of humour and joy for life, and I love that I can see the lovely young man Jack is becoming.

I'm so with you on the sugar, the walks, the weight, the learning not to overeat....all of it. Maybe it's not just Mr Busy and Will that are twins?

Thanks for sharing a picture of you both.

debbie bailey said...

Ya'll are both cute! I'm proud of you for not beating yourself up over your weight. You're becoming a wise woman.